it still hurts

The last two nights I have cried myself out of sleep.I don’t cry tears except a very few times. When I thought I’d love my mother, when I am struggling after months of untreated disease and for my Boo.

There is a unique connection when both you and your pet have disabilities. You become reliant on each other,Β are vulnerable with each other, and trust each other.

 

Feb 5 is coming up fast and it’s just harder to be okay at specific times of the day.

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I miss him so much. He was a deaf cat who wanted to be outdoors and he was in my life for thirteen years. I was so blessed each day. It’s close to a year without him and still hurts every day.

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