under pressure

Yep, growing up with this song has meant some phrases really stick, rather than being a very catchy song.

Cause love’s such an old-fashioned word
And love dares you to care for
The people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our way of
Caring about ourselves

It’s something I think about a lot because the pressure I put on myself to produce my work is because I can’t repay in kind the kindness I receive. I wouldn’t need it if I could do it. So I try to express that in ways I can. And that is my vast library that is digital, physical, and everything that is still stuck in my head.

I desperately want to get my work on tailoring and Anne of Cleves published. It will probably have to be self published because I’m just so very stuck with having to rebuild my sites, my pc, my archives. It means I’m finding it harder to work towards a timeframe than ever before.

And currently relearning to walk in this protected recovery from my Achilles injuries. It’s starting to work, but it’s so much harder than other injuries I’ve recovered from. The amount of time and energy and appointments to just be able to stand steadily really does take so much out of me.

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