Over the last two days I have been angry. It is understandable, but it is about so many things all at once.
And here is where it is uncomfortable- I am angry about several things, I can’t help feeling that way but if I share how I feel, all I or anyone else will see is the anger.
So I am going to take a break, make stuff, get warm, and try and find the courage to go back and look at a few of these things again. I am afraid of conflict, but I have had to press my case a few times and having already done so I fear being labeled as Difficult.
So it’s complex. It should be easy. But it’s not.